Her mother shed a tear or two but wasn't really
 crying. It was the thing to do, so she did it
 enjoying every moment. The bride laughed when I
 sympathized, and said don't be silly.

 Her brothrs had a shoe of mine and made me pay
 to get it back. The game delighted all the neighbours'
 children, who never stopped staring at me, the reluctant
 bridegroom of the day.

 There was no dowry because they knew I was 'modern'
 and claimed to be modern too. Her father asked me how
 much jewellery I expected him to give away with his daughter.
 When I said I did't know, he laughed it off.

 There was no brass band outside the synagogue
 but I remember a chanting procession or two, some rituals,
 lots of skull-caps, felt hats, decorated shawls
 and grape juice from a common glass for bride and
 bridegroom.

 I remember the breaking of the glass and the congregation
 clapping which signified that we were well and truly married
 according to the Mosaic Law.

 Well that's about all. I don't think there was much
 that struck me as solemn or beautiful. Mostly, we were
 amused, and so were the others. Who knows how much belief
 we had?

 Even the most orthodox it was said ate beef because it
 was cheaper, and some even risked their souls by
 relishing pork.
 The Sabbath was for betting and swearing and drinking.

 Nothing extravagant, mind you, all in a low key
 and very decently kept in check. My father used to say,
 these orthodox chaps certainly know how to draw the line
 in their own crude way. He himself had drifted into the liberal
 creed but without much conviction, taking us all with him.
 My mother was very proud of being 'progressive'.

 Anyway as I was saying, there was that clapping and later
 we went to the photographic studio of Lobo and Fernandes,
 world-famous specialists in wedding portraits. Still later,
 we lay on a floor-matress in the kitchen of my wife's
 family apartment and though it was part midnight she
 kept saying let's do it darling let's do it darling
 so we did it.

 More than ten years passed before she told me that
 she remembered being very disappointed. Is that all
 there is to it? She had wondered. Back from London
 eighteen months earlier, I was horribly out of practice.

 During our first serious marriage quarrel she said Why did
 you take my virginity from me? I would gladly have
 returned it, but not one of the books I had read
 instructed me how.